So lucky

This is just a short note... Despite all of the fatigue, the noise of the babies crying, the worry, the feeling like I am always failing these babies in one way or another... Everyday I remember how lucky I am.  I love these babies, and I feel so lucky that everything has worked out the way it has. 

I was thinking of my months on bedrest, and the fears of losing the babies.  Now that I know these babies, I can't imagine living without them.  So everyday I remember how lucky I am to be their mommy.